Sound of Home

“All men fear death. It’s a natural fear that consumes us all. We fear death because we feel that we haven’t loved well enough or loved at all, which ultimately are one and the same. However, when you make love with a truly great woman, one that deserves the utmost respect in this world and one that makes you feel truly powerful, that fear of death completely disappears. Because when you are sharing your body and heart with a great woman the world fades away. You two are the only ones in the entire universe. You conquer what most lesser men have never conquered before, you have conquered a great woman’s heart, the most vulnerable thing she can offer to another. Death no longer lingers in the mind. Fear no longer clouds your heart. Only passion for living, and for loving, become your sole reality. This is no easy task for it takes insurmountable courage. But remember this, for that moment when you are making love with a woman of true greatness you will feel immortal.”

I got told today that the reason why army dudes are such dicks when it comes to girls by a civilian is because “some girl fucks them up and after that they try to hurt as many girls as they can.” 

Seems legit. 

well, i haven’t wrote out a proper d&m for a while so here goes nothing.
Rather than talking about go home which i can only imagine is getting boring i should talk about whats hip hop a happening in Townsville. 

I hit a phase a few weeks back when i was cutting where i didnt go out for a few weeks, just constantly going to gym every day of the week and then making home on my bed and watching movies all night, even on weekends. No alcohol or nothing (God i missed alcohol).

Im not going to lie i was getting pretty down by not going out feeling lonely however the gym i think is what kept me going, it was that little endorphin boost that i needed, but anyway i got to the point where i’d talk myself into to going out and then pull out at the last second as if i was scared of going or something.

But it was just the other week when my mate came around with a carton of beer and pretty much forced me into going out for it was the drink the bar dry night at the Uni bar, the last Uni piss up for the rest of the year. So i finally agreed and i was a little worried.

It actually took me quite some time to get back in to the swing of things, going out and approaching women, but eventually i manned up and did it, picked up this young lass from Chile who i’m actually seeing now, so that was nice to get right back into it. I hate being one of those guys who just sits back and watches girls trying to be the constant nice guy. I’ve tried that before and nice guys ALWAYS finish last. I see my mates do it all the time, they’re genuinely nice guys who are good looking and fit but always seem to miss out.

But yeah after a while of trying just to be the nice guy, i actively tried to better my game, by researching with the game and MM and just approaching women. Its good to get to the point where you get rejected that many times and the approach anxiety just goes away, because really who cares, chances are you’ll never see them again and if you do why would they even remember the guy they rejected on the piss? so why not?

Anyway, it came time to follow through on taking this Chilean lass on a date and as you can see by my post the other day i wasn’t really all keen on going out, but i finally did and i actually had a good time which was great.

But i think she likes me properly as in bf/gf kinda thing, but i’m not looking for that right now, i’m too keen to go home and have fun with whoever and whatever is there, and i’m trying to say that in the most non seediest way ever trust me.

I’m a guy, don’t hate me.

Sadly I was made this way.
But yeah, life in Townsville has been pretty good, works almost over for the year and then HOLIDAYS, i’m so keen. In summary life’s pretty good at the moment, im happy just seeing where things go at the moment.

~ True love travels on a gravel road ~

AHHHHH BUT I CBF GOING ON A DATE! 
FUUUUUUUUUU